Heyyyyyyy

Heeeeyyyyyy!!!!!!!
What's Up?
I forgot my account password, then it changed and I could never be bothered to figure out how to recover it.
So we'll see how it goes.

OUCH!

So I played sport on the weekend and put my back out.
I HATE my STUPID BACK!!!!!!
This puts me out for running, playing my team sport and also no work for at least 3 days possiably the rest o the week. Great.
Kadie my dog is going stir crazy because I can't walk her and Sabs still away.
I crawled out of bed and had a very painfull day.
The chiropracter tried to help out but said he couldn't crack in cos it's still to inflamed.
Why??
Why does it always happen?? I look forward to something and low and behold something happens so that it makes it hard to achieve what I have planned.
Sigh.

lalallalal lalala

So I'm putting a bickky bit onto my dog kadies nose and teaching her to wait until it sits on there for a second then I say "ok" and she wipes it off with her paw onto the ground and eats it.
I love her but wouldn't trust her.
My birthday is coming up in about 5 weeks and all I want to do is spend a quiet night with sab, get dressed up and have dinner with candles and just really spend quality time together.
I brought a really nice after 5's dress yesterday and I can't wait to get it altered and wear it to the ball that's coming up.
I'm going for that 1940s look :)
Thinking about running a 10km fun run with Sab ... then a few months later there's a 22km run which is held back home and if i'm going to run something like that then i'd like it to be in my home city :)
b bye for now :)

Whatever

Being in a relationship. Everyone has ups and downs - I just HATE the downs. Very annoying.
Sigh.
Whatever.

>#$*&###!

HUMPLE.
HUMPLE HUMPLE HUMPLE!
HUMPLE.
Humple.
hmp.
sigh........

I miss Sab.
I miss us.

Taking the next step

One of my best friends from down south is PREGNANT! It's a bit bazzar but not I mean she's been with her husband for nearly 7 years but yeah it's weird to think she's going to be a mum.
It feels like theres babies everywhere at the moment.
I just spent the morning with a friend and her 2yo and 4month old (girl and boy very cute) I just really crave time to be with Sab. Lots and lots of time. We don't even live alone together yet and that's one thing that really want to do. Kadie our dog is being a really good girl, she's almost like a child. Today I picked her up and she didn't want to be put down so I carried her over to a mirror and she looked at herself and poked her little ears up put one paw around the back of my neck and the other one in front turning slightly to look at herself!
It's like when kids are babies and they look at themselves in the mirror while holding on to you. It was the most bazzar feeling because I was talking to her and she was looking at her reflection and her positioning was that of a 18 month old baby! I had to put her down and outside because it was all too weird.

I start my new job on Monday hairdressing still but cutting only.
I feel exausted but I haven't done much. PMT and hot days suck.

Wow. kids. Freaks me out to tell you the truth.
Yeah.

It's late and i'm still awake.

May sound mushy and la de da but I'm emotional and happy but sad.
Sab had to leave again but only for a couple of days and still got housemate.

I loooovvvveeee Sab sooooooo much and it was funny, we were lying on the bed watching T.V, he turns around and says, "I love you" and kisses me. We always tell eachother but I don't know it just gave me the warm and fuzzys and yeah, he makes me smile.

There's always going to be trying times but that's life.

I quit my "new" job on Saturday. Turns out the owners a compulsive liar and it all went very bad.
Anyway I start a new job on the 15th so I have a week off.

I miss having Sab lying next to me. Oh well, it's not forever as he and his fellow workmate explained to me today, you work hard now so later you don't have to.
I explained to them that to be able to get to that point you need to take time out relax and enjoy life.
They agreed, I just hope they do it.

I'm hungry. I want food. I rolled my ankle tonight playing sport. It was the ankle that I had a reconstruction on 10 years ago. It's always going to be dodgey but I have to be more carefull.
I'm going shopping for clothes tomorrow, cheap dresses and tops. Yea.