Sunday, November 25, 2007

nap, shower, shop. Nap.

It's been 12 days since Sab left to go away with work.
It was meant to be two days. Sux. I miss him so much it hurts.
I can't sleep very well without him.
I think he comes back either Tuesday or Wednesday.

Today I'm cleaning the house and doing washing.
oh joy.
I brought myself a dress yesterday. Retail therapy. It was good but I need a few more tops.
I think I need a nap. this heat is not fun.
I have to hang out my washing and vacume the house. This equals sweat and getting hot and yuk.
I hate this heat.
Work still sux.
I need a nap.
I need to clean the house.
I need to shower.
nap.
shop.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

I miss Sab....

Oh my body is aching.
Yesterday I went horse riding, today I got up and went for a walk, then kyacking, swimming then walked up some huge rocks.
It was a work function Christmas do over at one of the coastal islands.
It was a good weekend - I was soooo tired yesterday I needed a nap.
Almost everyone took the horse for a swim in the bay but I wasn't up for it. I just wanted to sit and sleep. It would have been to much efort to undress, put on a special water suit get on the horse then be active. People were saying "come on, come in" but I didn't care.
I was too tired to care, I was just so tired. I've done it before so it wasn't like I felt like I was missing out or anything.
It was a girls only weekend with the expection of the boss' Husband but he's really nice and easy
to get along with.
I would have liked Sab to come but he's been out of town and busy with work. He left early last week and won't be back till about Friday next week.
His brother is still hear but it's obviously not the same, but it's nice to have someone elce in the house.
Kadie has a barking collar hence she is being alot better on that front.
I'm tired now and I want to sleep but knowing Sab is driving after 15 hours of hard work and he has to drive another hour - I won't be able to sleep till I know that he got there ok.
I'm not missing home so much now.
The trip back was good but I feel now I can move on a bit. I still would like the position going back at my old job. The position I was going to work towards had become available and I would like it but I can't.
My poor little mum. She is having a very small Christmas this year. Probably just her and my brother... and maybe a friend of hers.
I need to buy and send down presents.

There has been talk of buying a house again ....
Sab knows that I don't wan't to buy a house until I get a ring on my finger......
He said "Well you better start looking" ... ... ...
I told him I don't mind renting for ages and no there's no pressure.
Ages ago before all this he was a bit drunk and asked "if I asked you to marry me, would you?"
"Yeah" I smiled at him.
Then more recently he asked if he proposed would I marry him the next day?
"Well you'd have to ask me to know that answer"
It was his turn to smile, laugh and kiss me.
I love him sooooooooo much.

I just hope that football season never comes....
Ever watched the "perfect catch?" It has Drew Barrymore in it - well I can relate to that movie.

Anyway - I need to go and cal him - make sure that he's still awake and ok.
see ya