Wednesday, January 09, 2008

another day.

Work as a team, I am making the "I" in team - sometimes work sux.
I miss my old jobs back home.
I miss the people, friends, different places to go, the busyiness - 2008 will be different.
It will be different.
I need to sleep.
it's 9pm. That's sad.

Friday, January 04, 2008

Welcome 2008....

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and all that to everyone.
My Christmas was good, My new Year was spent feeling like crap and I pritty much slept through it all.
The ten days off was terrific - the last three of those days were gut wrenching, terriable and I hated them. The emotional roller coaster really sucked.

2008 what will you bring me? I used to look forward and with evangance to what the year would bring.
Now I have no idea and I'm homesick.
Sigh.
So much is going on in my head and I have no one to talk to at the moment.
Friends back home are out of range with their mobiles, on holidays, got their own lives etc.

I'm living on coffee and caffene drinks. I'm on edge and I'm not doing so great inside.

Things will look up... They have to.
Please... God....please.