Wow weekend!!!

What a fabulous time I've had.
Friday consisted of lying on the beach, body boarding and relaxing with about ten thousand less people on the beach because the kids are back at school.
That night caught up with "friends on the street" and also made plans to catch up with the other volunteers.
Saturday - well. Work was prity good. It was a exciting day because we Jay and I were anticipating going out that night. We haven't gone out clubbing for ages.
Jay was on the look out for a new man and I was there for a fun dance packed night out.
A definite change of scene then I'm used to. Where all the guys were eyeing off my friend Jay- gorgeous dark hair,olive skin, dark eyes and killer smile. Real sweetie.
I was just there dancing and having a good time. It was great the whole night not a single guy drunk or not came over to and try and "win" me over with there hands or other certain come ons/lines/grinds etc..You get the picture. I mean I didn't expect to- given that I was in gay clubs! But it was such a fun and carefree environment you couldn't help but to have a great time. The first club we went to was X change - Drag shows and some of the most drop dead gorgeous guys I have ever laid eyes on!!! We pressed on to another club but a bit smaller and ten times louder where we made the most of dancing on the stage. The music was some 80's hits along with commercial it's great when you get songs which every one knows, sings and dances to.
We made a quick get away to the car where we had a break and listened to a gay couple having a domestic.
"Just drive me home, then I'll be out of you life!"
They ran off only to come back a bit later one with a ripped shirt and what looked to be a blood stain on his front.
Hmmm...Better to leave those two alone, altho Jay had other ideas and was wanting to go and help them to resolve the issue, I think the alcohol had kicked into him by that time - but the care was there!
We went back to X change until we got kicked off the dance floor cos closing time had come.
We then made our way to The Market which wasn't worth the effort. Not long after that we decided to head home.
I can't remember when I had gone out and the night had flown by so quickly! We had a BLAST!!
I got home at 4.45am and was in bed at 5.10am.
I woke up at 8.30 and had to get ready for work which started at 11 but I was re living the day before when I started at 10.
Oh well - Work flew by, I was booked out. I love working Sundays with Jay and Tcy in store. It's hilarious what they do to keep themselves amused in quiet moments!
Altho I caught Jay with a trusty "V" can at about midday :-)
I was still buzzing on the two and a half I only hours before! As my first client figured! I talk and kinda forgot to breath!
Finishing up the weekend with going to church tonight and then out to dinner with friends to come home and watch Lleyton Hewitt loose the finals.

Now I have written heaps which I didn't really want to do...Oh well - I had a FANTASTIC weekend!

Casual crap

My day consisted of playing guitar,phone calls, guitar,phone calls more guitar - well you get the picture. I didn't go out because I was going to go to work but ring at 3pm to confirm that it's still 3pm to start work - Only to be told
"It's not 3 it's 5 but it's not busy so can you come in at 6?"
Hmm. Ok I need the money so something is better then nothing but then I get a call at 5.10 pm -
" Hi, have you left yet?"
"I'm just about to walk out the door"
"Oh good. Well...You don't need to come in tonight it's still not busy"
SHIT! What a waist of a beach day and no pay to top it off.
That sux.
But tomorrow I'm off to the beach all day and I'll just work the weekend.
It's better then nothing.
I'm supposedly going out on the weekend to check out the talent around the city.
No longer do I hold anyone's word when it comes to making plans to do something.
It always seems to lead to me fricken hanging around and waiting for them.
Stuff that. Always have a plan B.

Australia Day

A great night to love being Australian. Being around fantastic people and topping the night off with Hewitt winning his match in FIVE sets, last set 10 - 8 !!!!
Smiles seemed to be everywhere and the night was alot of fun.
It doesn't take to much but the people around you to create a memerable Australia Day.

reasonable living

Yeah, Today is reasonable living. A hot Melbourne day with a long walk to a airconditioned work room only to leave it at the end of the day to a long hot walk back to my air conditioned home. I woke up at a leisurely 9.30am, played my guiter,did some washing and house work, showered worked for three hours, smiled and listened to some very romantic tounge in ear, leg around waist conversation whilst on the phone to Boss.Hmm.Hairdressers do get told very bazzar things.
It's nice to come home and relax and watch some Orange County. Real people doing real things and doing it all so perfectly with no neck movement and a plesent vacent look upon their face. Yep - that's real living.

think big

Think outside the square you live in.
Nothings to hard unless you make it hard. I'm slowly teaching my self guitar and have hit a wall. Cords seem kinda hard but im thinking that it's maybe because I try to learn it when it's a time when i should be sleeping...But Look at the big picture you can do anything given time. Sooner or later something will click and you can do it. Nothing is ever as hard as it first seems.

independence days

Hmm.. i wonder how this goes. There is always talk of independence and how it's a positive thing. My experience in the past few days with love and the power of friendshp I compleatly agree and this is what I want to say about it. Independence when i got a car and left home. When I crashed that car and was given another one. When I moved back home. When I got a job. When i quit. When i got a lover. When he got another...? Being independent today when i have a doctors appt and my mother comes along "for the ride". Being who I am and not changing for anyone. I had a thought pattern change the other day. to which I kept my values but adjusted my way of thinking thus - in turn, jolted me back into reality. Poetry - it's some thing i love about things i hate. In time and situation of course. **Independence** Broken arrows, fallen dreams all this or so it seems, keeping pardons, keeping peace is it worth it don't back down please. Independence is no waste, who needs someone to love not hate, Soulatude is just a word with loneless at it's side, but freedom is your world right now with no breaks or heave ties. There is a door to your world, Independence is the key, to lock the door to your heart - it's painfull but you'll see. I'm killing passion with these words, I hope you'll understand, how broken promises scared my heart and anger ruled my world. Love is not an option now it's just to hard to see, independence is the better way - where behind that door i am free.