As the jail term continues
Well. I started the jail sentence and Yes – that’s what it is.
I walked out tonight leaving my new manager to deal with two arguing apprentices.
It was turning ugly. I figured that I was already there ONE hour overtime that I don’t get paid for and I wasn’t going to stay and listen to them spatter on. Once everything is done I’m outta there. I HATE IT! BUT I have to earn money and I just have to find something else in the meantime.
My feet are sooooo sore I don’t get to sit down! Even to pee! Today I stood over the bowl because I wanted to get out as it was 6pm and I finish at 5.30.
Sheesh.I only went to the toilet once today – we don’t get breaks because we can go to the toilet any time we want. What a PRIVILAGE!!!
I peed once in 12 hours and today once again and it was at 6pm when I should have been at home! BLAH!
So anyway I hate it.
Tonight Sab is outta town.
I’m on my own again. I miss him when he goes away.
Yesterday was SOOOOO good.
We slept in, his mobile didn’t go off with work wanting to contact him, we lay in each others arms all morning.
We went out for lunch to the oldest house in the town. It’s in the middle of the bush, far away from anything and it was lovely.
Then we went and brought a vacume and had a look at fridges and TV plasma things.
When we got home I vacuumed the house while sab …talked to his ex girlfriend. Yeah.
She asked about me. He told her that I was vacuuming and she said she thought I was in a different state. Sab told her that I had moved in with him. Her reaction to this was “You Asshole”.
He told me that she said this because he didn’t live with her for a long time when she wanted to.
I just have this feeling that she still holds a flam for him.
If George (my ex) told me that he had someone living with him and it was his girlfriend I would be happy for him. I think if I still liked him I would have a different reaction.
I’d be hurt but in my case I’m not interested in him. I think she still is.
She will want to catch up with him when she comes back.
When he found out that I had gone out for dinner with my mum my brother and George – Sab flipped. He thought that something was going on etc.
Now the tables have changed. He tells me that I have nothing to worrie about. I don’t think I worrie but I just don’t feel comfortable with the idea.
No one really liked her from what people tell me. I don’t ask half the time they came out and talked about it.
I’m only me. Just me.
I love him. He tells me he loves me.
I miss him when he goes away.
I better go I need to look for another job.
My feet are really throbbing from standing all day.
I wish I had some company. Damon.
I walked out tonight leaving my new manager to deal with two arguing apprentices.
It was turning ugly. I figured that I was already there ONE hour overtime that I don’t get paid for and I wasn’t going to stay and listen to them spatter on. Once everything is done I’m outta there. I HATE IT! BUT I have to earn money and I just have to find something else in the meantime.
My feet are sooooo sore I don’t get to sit down! Even to pee! Today I stood over the bowl because I wanted to get out as it was 6pm and I finish at 5.30.
Sheesh.I only went to the toilet once today – we don’t get breaks because we can go to the toilet any time we want. What a PRIVILAGE!!!
I peed once in 12 hours and today once again and it was at 6pm when I should have been at home! BLAH!
So anyway I hate it.
Tonight Sab is outta town.
I’m on my own again. I miss him when he goes away.
Yesterday was SOOOOO good.
We slept in, his mobile didn’t go off with work wanting to contact him, we lay in each others arms all morning.
We went out for lunch to the oldest house in the town. It’s in the middle of the bush, far away from anything and it was lovely.
Then we went and brought a vacume and had a look at fridges and TV plasma things.
When we got home I vacuumed the house while sab …talked to his ex girlfriend. Yeah.
She asked about me. He told her that I was vacuuming and she said she thought I was in a different state. Sab told her that I had moved in with him. Her reaction to this was “You Asshole”.
He told me that she said this because he didn’t live with her for a long time when she wanted to.
I just have this feeling that she still holds a flam for him.
If George (my ex) told me that he had someone living with him and it was his girlfriend I would be happy for him. I think if I still liked him I would have a different reaction.
I’d be hurt but in my case I’m not interested in him. I think she still is.
She will want to catch up with him when she comes back.
When he found out that I had gone out for dinner with my mum my brother and George – Sab flipped. He thought that something was going on etc.
Now the tables have changed. He tells me that I have nothing to worrie about. I don’t think I worrie but I just don’t feel comfortable with the idea.
No one really liked her from what people tell me. I don’t ask half the time they came out and talked about it.
I’m only me. Just me.
I love him. He tells me he loves me.
I miss him when he goes away.
I better go I need to look for another job.
My feet are really throbbing from standing all day.
I wish I had some company. Damon.
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