Changing minds

Last night was good – it’s nice to tell someone that I’ve been single for 4 and a half years and they look really surprised then ask “Why??”

I’m forever changing my mind about what to do over my holidays.
Bite the bullet and just go over to Vietnam or not.

Nick still hurts.
I really wish he didn’t.

Girly Man is coming down on Thursday! Yea! Catching up with him and his partner for drinks or dinner maybe – well see.

I caught up with a friend today and she’s so beautiful and made me see that just maybe there is really someone out there who will see me for who I am and love me for it….
Yeah – I hate being single at the moment. Holidays are more expensive and I feel lonely. This is a first – I’m actually contemplating perhaps allowing myself to have a relationship…. Maybe.