gross
Oh God.
Last night I got so drunk and I was such a lady.
I hung my head out Raffs moving car and puked. ALLLL over the passenger door.
I had a foul mouth and I think I’m more really annoyed with the way I was thinking which because I was a tad drunk and hormonal.
To cut it short Raff and I went out originally for a walk. I got pathetically drunk and called Eve. We met up. Just after parking the car with Raff, she told me she didn’t want to go out for more drinks with him.
So I asked if she didn’t mind if I LEFT her and went with Eve! She said no I can. She left and I then get a msg “ Thanks Karen!”
I called her straight away and I asked if she was angry with me? (stupid question)
“Yes I am.”
“ Ok, I’m on my way.” I hung up the phone and looked at Eve – “I gotta go”
“ok”
So I left. But I really hate the fact that I really wanted to go up to Eves apartment.
I was so drunk and I didn’t care and didn’t want to think just do.
But I went back to Raff and proceeded to go back to her house hang my head outta her car and chunder all over the side of her car. We then made about 3 or 4 stops where I had to hurl. It was so disgusting. I got home and stumbled my self into the shower half dressed – Raff came in and helped me as I was such a stupid mess.
I threw up in the shower too.
Oh it was gross.
Eve is… I’m more angry at myself for letting myself do that. To call him , meet up then ditch Raff.
I’m really angry that I did that even tho I ended up going back to see her.
I don’t even like Eve.
Blah.
This morning Drew was flirting with me again.
He asked if I wanted him to massage my shoulder,( as it was a little sore) I said “No.”
Ten minutes later he did anyway. I just thought – hey, don’t want to send wrong signals – I did say I didn’t want it rubbed…..I didn’t want to sound like I was being mean by shrugging him off but later I did just that.
I don’t want Raff to hate me or feel jealous.
I felt really awkward.
I better go.
I have to go shop for food.
I’m just not into men at the moment. In the slightest. At all.
I want to be single – forever.
Last night I got so drunk and I was such a lady.
I hung my head out Raffs moving car and puked. ALLLL over the passenger door.
I had a foul mouth and I think I’m more really annoyed with the way I was thinking which because I was a tad drunk and hormonal.
To cut it short Raff and I went out originally for a walk. I got pathetically drunk and called Eve. We met up. Just after parking the car with Raff, she told me she didn’t want to go out for more drinks with him.
So I asked if she didn’t mind if I LEFT her and went with Eve! She said no I can. She left and I then get a msg “ Thanks Karen!”
I called her straight away and I asked if she was angry with me? (stupid question)
“Yes I am.”
“ Ok, I’m on my way.” I hung up the phone and looked at Eve – “I gotta go”
“ok”
So I left. But I really hate the fact that I really wanted to go up to Eves apartment.
I was so drunk and I didn’t care and didn’t want to think just do.
But I went back to Raff and proceeded to go back to her house hang my head outta her car and chunder all over the side of her car. We then made about 3 or 4 stops where I had to hurl. It was so disgusting. I got home and stumbled my self into the shower half dressed – Raff came in and helped me as I was such a stupid mess.
I threw up in the shower too.
Oh it was gross.
Eve is… I’m more angry at myself for letting myself do that. To call him , meet up then ditch Raff.
I’m really angry that I did that even tho I ended up going back to see her.
I don’t even like Eve.
Blah.
This morning Drew was flirting with me again.
He asked if I wanted him to massage my shoulder,( as it was a little sore) I said “No.”
Ten minutes later he did anyway. I just thought – hey, don’t want to send wrong signals – I did say I didn’t want it rubbed…..I didn’t want to sound like I was being mean by shrugging him off but later I did just that.
I don’t want Raff to hate me or feel jealous.
I felt really awkward.
I better go.
I have to go shop for food.
I’m just not into men at the moment. In the slightest. At all.
I want to be single – forever.
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