Sunday, November 05, 2006

maybe not

I slept on and off all day today.
So so tired.
I felt like I was walking around in a daze. I worried about myself driving!
Last night I went out drank water and had a great time.
Some guy supposedly (as Raff and Erin put it) went in to kiss me and in my words I accidentally head butted the guy – Oh well we just laughed.
I danced and danced I left around 11:15pm it was about 40 min after we arrived.

Nick would have got my email by now and with no reply.
I was really sad in my dazed state today. Walking around the shops thinking about Nick and wondering I should pursue it.
I know I shouldn’t but it hurts to think about not having him in my life.

I got my hair cut yesterday – still long, just layered the whole lot and my hair jumped up nearly 30cm, So I looked like a mop of red curls.

Just spent 20 min on the phone to Girly mans partner. She’s a really genuine girl.
Down to earth and really honest. A really nice girl I’m hoping everything goes well for them interstate.

I was going to stay with them in my holidays but I’m going to think about it.
See if I can get a few different prices in where to stay.
His partner Bron, I know how she would feel if I stayed there and I don’t think it would be the best idea.
She’s not all that confident in herself when really she should be because she’s Georges and pretty on the outside and on the in.
I don’t think she will look to me as a threat but I don’t want to cause unneeded worries for her.
Girly man is a very warm caring person and if a girl had no respect for the partner or for relationships they would probably try something and I don’t think Girly man would do anything but that doesn’t stop some girls.

I think – treat others the way you want to be treated and also putting yourself in someone elces shoes. Imagine how they would feel. If you know a person then it’s not how you would feel in their shoes but how they feel.
There’s a difference.

1 Comments:

Blogger It's Me said...

I hear ya on this one. Sounds like the guy just doesn't know what he wants, or at least wants to have his cake and eat it too. Just remember that if he was really truly into you, you'd know it, there'd be none of this ambiguity. Good luck with everything. I hope he wakes up soon..

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