plan B

I've just come home from a full on day.
Blah. The ex neglected to tell his sister that I was invited over for lunch. That made me feel uncomfortable as he INVITED ME OVER FOR LUNCH!!!!
He's done something like that before - he just doesn't think.
I was a little outta place but I mean - geez - I felt like I was intruding! because I was!
Nicks annoying me he's hot then cold and it's only a friendship we have! He'll go from talking and being relaxed to being cold and not even saying a word. I call him and he won't return my call. What the???
I mean were just friends but I just feel like all I'm doing is looking forward to a let down. I don't think he'll want to go away to Vietnam with me. I think i'l be going alone and I don't really want to do that.
I'm just annoyed. I just need a plan B. and a good plan B.
Vietnam anyone?
I better go to bed. Again I'm annoyed but really - i'm just hurt.

Everything is just going along so wonderfully that I think the little things that I would usually get over looked they are the things that get to me.

i'm a little tired and getting emotional. I don't think Nick will come with me and I don't want to go alone.