weird

Well after moping aroun for a day I feel alot better now.
I feel like i'm on top of it. I have the confidence to do what I want and what i'm thinking is that - I don't want to go by myself. A) it's nice to share the experience and B)it's cheaper.
So I'm thinking about maybe going up to Girly mans and maybe (I doubt it'll happen) but ask my cousin if she wants to give me her two eldest girls and i'll take them to the theame parks and have them for a few days. but I doubt she'll break up the "clan" - being that she/ they are Jehova "cult" movement they don't like their kids mingling with others who are not. Also she thinks unless you can take all FIVE kids then "it's not fair to the others" - She dosen't see it as maybe the eldest two can have a great time and the others are to young and I'm not paying for FIVE!
We'll see.

Riding my bike to work and as I predicted i'm gaining man legs. I'm trying to involve walking/running but seems my muscles feel like they are being used and they just blow up! Hence I get stumpy man legs. Stupid body type ;)
I meant to be going dirt bike riding on Thursday but I don't think I will because I'm going out Wednesday and ... it's really expensive.
hmmm.
Nicks all weird around me. He couldn't even look at me this morning! I kept trying to talk to him and Break the ice so to speak and in the end i just told him not to be wierd around me. Cos he was and he agreed he was and we kinda left it at that. He's got to get over it.
I don't know sometimes I think it's because sometimes I think he likes me and other times I think, he thinks I like him and he freaks out.
Girly man told me that ages ago he thought I liked him and he was a little worried.
It's just not like that. But he just gets weird.