It's only my opinion
I went to Mons after work yesterday and on the way home I just didn’t want to be alone so I rang Raff and we took off on a 8km round trip walk….in thongs (I think another word for them is flip flops?) along the beach. One word. Blisters.
Painful, painful blisters.
We ended up going to the Theme park and went on one ride then like this scare place type maze thing. We laughed and screamed so much it turned out to be a really good night.
Raff was saying how she didn’t really know how to start conversations with people – Well – that’s a green light for me to show her how.
We stoped and spoke to two police people one male and one female. Chatted to them for awhile then, walked down the pier talked to a fisherman – after the theme park we went and had a drink and I started small talk with one of the male waiters there.
It was really a good night.
When we got back to her place her brother had waited up for us – I mean I think he only came home about 20 min before us.
His name is Drew.
We started to watch Harry Potter 3 nearly half way through Raff went to bed. Drew and I stayed up and I fell asleep about 20 min after that. Before going to bed with Raff – in her double bed.
This morning I get up and Drews already up showered and dressed made me tea and breakfast.
I was soooo tired. Raff and I stumble out of bed and on to the couch and we all ate in front of the T.V. Raff went and had a shower. Drew and I kept watching the movie.
- ok this is getting boring. To much detail.
In short – I was sitting there in my PJ’s being introduced to there parents who dropped round. I had to go shower real quick – later I was told that Raffs Dad asked if I slept with Raff? I think he was shocked. I was her first ever sleep over and she had never been allowed to stay over night anywhere in her life.
We all had a laugh about it when they left.
We also went to a budda festival today. My feet were killing me!
I was meant to go there with Nick. I really missed him. I almost cried because I REALLY missed him. Just his conversation the way we clicked.
I saw some incense that I knew he liked and I wanted to buy it for him, but I didn’t. I had to remember and really stop myself but I didn’t. That made me feel a little sad and looking at the garden roses and stuff. I just missed him.
Sigh.
I still had a good time but it’s one of those things where I felt like if I spent to long looking at things or pictures I would be a pain. They kept saying that it was ok and not to worrie but I know that’s not really their thing and I didn’t want to be a pain.
Nick liked that sorta thing. Taking in the views, pictures and the history…. I missed him.
After that we went shopping and I was tired and my feet ached and I complained.
When we got home from that Drew was sitting /lying on the couch I sat next to him and we chatted I had no shoes or socks on.
“Hear” Drew said taking my foot. He put it on his stomach and started to massage it.
It was nice. My feet were really sore. He did it for about 10 minutes.
… we were talking in general about relationships and I said how I didn’t want one and he said he takes things as they come.
Can’t say I didn’t say that I’m not interested…. yeah?
I’m just confused at the moment and I think ….it’s probably in my best interest to just stay as I am. I’m enjoying that and it works.
Drew mentioned that I have to come around and watch the 4th movie…
Yeah….. It’s just fun.
Drew said something to me this morning. He said
”You know how you judge people when you first meet them?”
“Those who judge will be judged themselves – as the bible says”
“Yeah but you know, you just judge them”
“I spend time with them and form my own opinion of them.”
Anyway blah blah blah small talk, and he comes out with
“Your different”
“how?”
“Your not like anyone else”
“No ones like that, everyone’s different What are you saying?”
We laughed
“I’ve been told I’m “Unique” ( in that dumb way joke type)”
“Your different your not like me – go to work, have a hobby or two, sleep and that’s it just the run of the mill type of person”
I think he needs to look or understand more people. Maybe meet more people – Realise that there is no real run of the mill type of person. I think God needs to show him more people/ depth/ glow in people – maybe that’s it.
There’s more to it a door needs to be opened so he can see something I’m not sure but I’m sure God will revile in due time and maybe I can help with that.
Painful, painful blisters.
We ended up going to the Theme park and went on one ride then like this scare place type maze thing. We laughed and screamed so much it turned out to be a really good night.
Raff was saying how she didn’t really know how to start conversations with people – Well – that’s a green light for me to show her how.
We stoped and spoke to two police people one male and one female. Chatted to them for awhile then, walked down the pier talked to a fisherman – after the theme park we went and had a drink and I started small talk with one of the male waiters there.
It was really a good night.
When we got back to her place her brother had waited up for us – I mean I think he only came home about 20 min before us.
His name is Drew.
We started to watch Harry Potter 3 nearly half way through Raff went to bed. Drew and I stayed up and I fell asleep about 20 min after that. Before going to bed with Raff – in her double bed.
This morning I get up and Drews already up showered and dressed made me tea and breakfast.
I was soooo tired. Raff and I stumble out of bed and on to the couch and we all ate in front of the T.V. Raff went and had a shower. Drew and I kept watching the movie.
- ok this is getting boring. To much detail.
In short – I was sitting there in my PJ’s being introduced to there parents who dropped round. I had to go shower real quick – later I was told that Raffs Dad asked if I slept with Raff? I think he was shocked. I was her first ever sleep over and she had never been allowed to stay over night anywhere in her life.
We all had a laugh about it when they left.
We also went to a budda festival today. My feet were killing me!
I was meant to go there with Nick. I really missed him. I almost cried because I REALLY missed him. Just his conversation the way we clicked.
I saw some incense that I knew he liked and I wanted to buy it for him, but I didn’t. I had to remember and really stop myself but I didn’t. That made me feel a little sad and looking at the garden roses and stuff. I just missed him.
Sigh.
I still had a good time but it’s one of those things where I felt like if I spent to long looking at things or pictures I would be a pain. They kept saying that it was ok and not to worrie but I know that’s not really their thing and I didn’t want to be a pain.
Nick liked that sorta thing. Taking in the views, pictures and the history…. I missed him.
After that we went shopping and I was tired and my feet ached and I complained.
When we got home from that Drew was sitting /lying on the couch I sat next to him and we chatted I had no shoes or socks on.
“Hear” Drew said taking my foot. He put it on his stomach and started to massage it.
It was nice. My feet were really sore. He did it for about 10 minutes.
… we were talking in general about relationships and I said how I didn’t want one and he said he takes things as they come.
Can’t say I didn’t say that I’m not interested…. yeah?
I’m just confused at the moment and I think ….it’s probably in my best interest to just stay as I am. I’m enjoying that and it works.
Drew mentioned that I have to come around and watch the 4th movie…
Yeah….. It’s just fun.
Drew said something to me this morning. He said
”You know how you judge people when you first meet them?”
“Those who judge will be judged themselves – as the bible says”
“Yeah but you know, you just judge them”
“I spend time with them and form my own opinion of them.”
Anyway blah blah blah small talk, and he comes out with
“Your different”
“how?”
“Your not like anyone else”
“No ones like that, everyone’s different What are you saying?”
We laughed
“I’ve been told I’m “Unique” ( in that dumb way joke type)”
“Your different your not like me – go to work, have a hobby or two, sleep and that’s it just the run of the mill type of person”
I think he needs to look or understand more people. Maybe meet more people – Realise that there is no real run of the mill type of person. I think God needs to show him more people/ depth/ glow in people – maybe that’s it.
There’s more to it a door needs to be opened so he can see something I’m not sure but I’m sure God will revile in due time and maybe I can help with that.
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