The next day...

Ughhhh.....
I've felt sick and dizzyish all morning!!!!
I forced myself to eat breakfast and drink some water I've eaten two sunnyboys figuring that's sugar and water. I think I'm ok I get up walk around only to sit down after two or three minutes.
I slept really well last night, I can't remember how long it took but I don't remember Daymon getting up next to me which he usually waits for me to give him the ok. I was really tired.

I watched Red Lobster TV last night. Good watching.
I sent Eve a message. He found spoken word amusing so I thought I'd just send him a text saying to watch ch 31 - I didn't figure he would reply.
He did.
Only generally.
I know I text him but I wanted to show him what I was talking about when I tried to explain spoken word and poetry. I guess a part of me was thinking that he needed to see it because maybe he would find it less "amusing" and more interesting.
I deleated all his messages and shrugged it off.
He didn't get ch 31.

I want a bottle of soda water, an apple, more orange flavored sunnyboys and DVD's.
I don't feel like I have the energy to go to the shop and get them.

I was thinking last night that I need a break from living with the painstaking brother. So I was going to retreat to Mon's for about 4 days. Turns out that he is off to go stay with my mum in the country.
Thank God - I get to the end of my tether very quickly now days with him.
It used to be that I was ok for three to six months. Not so good now.
I'm glad I at least have people who know the situation who put their hand up when I need them.

Ok - I gotta go and get food.
I love my independence but I guess it's a little downfall when your kinda ill and still need to go and get everything yourself. My eyes are sore I should be wearing my glasses.
I smile winge winge - Arr whatever!