So I wake up Saturday morning and hate men - yet only 16 hours later ...I give out my number......

I asked everyone to the carol by candlelight last night and it was good.
The good part is that everyone made an effort and came along.
I called Dave - the guy who I met the night before. I had to call around to get his number I got it and he ended up comming.
It was good we hung back for about an hour after everyone left and chatted.
He's nice - i'm just taking it as it comes.
He asked me out on Thursday. I said yes but let the record show that this is not a date.
It's a meeting of two people who enjoy just getting to know eachother in a relaxed atmosphere - simply just talking.
Thea messaged me, so I called her.
"So did you hook up with him? Tell me the goss"
"Nothing to tell - we just talked"
And honestly that's all.

Eve replied to my message I sent out inviting everyone to come along....
He actually replied.
"I can't come out tonight - i'm out with my GF"
oh.
I just looked at it for a sec - well actually probably about 20 seconds.
Just taking in those few words.
He's taking someone out.
He dosen't know me as much as I don't know him.
Maybe. I think I may know him a little better then he thinks but....
I have others to just what I think of him.
But I think we both really just did what we did with eachother. We have learnt that we can't trust eachother and it's really not the people we are. The sex was real but that's maybe about it.
I don't think either of us would actually say the things we said to eachother to someone who we really liked.
I know I wouldn't.
Maybe i'm being naive ...-again.

Nat got mugged this morning. Poor guy. I went and saw him this afternoon. We looked at old photos and took his mind off it.
Poor Nat. They got $20 and he's $20 watch his mum gave him. She never gave him anything and it was really special to him.
Stupid drugged off there heads males. Three of them.
Poor Nat.