Naive? Maybe.
Yep – that’s right naïve.
I get a text at 2.12AM – I was sound asleep.
“Even though I have a girlfriend. My heart flutters a strange beat when I see you, You have a good Christmas get yourself a boy. A nice boy.”
I had to completely wake up because at first I thought maybe it’s from someone who mistakenly sent this to my number – I re read it then realised that I hadn’t stored Jess’s number in my phone yet and – yep, it’s him.
I didn’t lead him on or anything! I gave him NOTHING”S
I replied with “I’m done with boys. Bring on another 4.5 years of single years….Have a great first Christmas with Suzie and a safe trip up to your mums”
“Ok. Something special about you tho. My little red head free spirit”
“Why you laugh at me? If I find you so attractive surely really can’t be in love with my Girlfriend. Or do men just like what they can’t have. I’m drunk”
“My little red head free spirit makes me smile/laugh. If you don’t really love someone , it’s not fair for them or yourself to look for other options with out sorting things out with them or ending it first if that’s what has to happen. Maybe I’m a little old fashioned that way”
So anyway – I thought Jess was Mr Nice guy – turns out he’s just like all the others.
I don’t think males look at it in the same way women can. Or the way I do at least.
I mean if someone is texting me etc while they have a girlfriend then what’s to stop them from doing the same when they are with me? This is what goes on all the time!
Jack, Hat man, the married guy! And that’s only to name a few! It’s happening more and it really makes them look well….I just feel kinda like – I put them all in a bag of guys who would cheat on their girlfriends / me.
There all nice guys – of course. Yeah. Obviously. Whatever.
Makes me feel sad. It’s not a boost for the ego it’s just depressing that all guys who hit on me have girlfriends/ long term partners/ fiancé or WIFE!!! And they are all looking for one thing.
A play thing. Whatever. I’m over it. TOTALLY over it.
I’m getting angry about the whole thing.
Dam it – he was meant to be a nice guy!
I gotta go to work.
I get a text at 2.12AM – I was sound asleep.
“Even though I have a girlfriend. My heart flutters a strange beat when I see you, You have a good Christmas get yourself a boy. A nice boy.”
I had to completely wake up because at first I thought maybe it’s from someone who mistakenly sent this to my number – I re read it then realised that I hadn’t stored Jess’s number in my phone yet and – yep, it’s him.
I didn’t lead him on or anything! I gave him NOTHING”S
I replied with “I’m done with boys. Bring on another 4.5 years of single years….Have a great first Christmas with Suzie and a safe trip up to your mums”
“Ok. Something special about you tho. My little red head free spirit”
“Why you laugh at me? If I find you so attractive surely really can’t be in love with my Girlfriend. Or do men just like what they can’t have. I’m drunk”
“My little red head free spirit makes me smile/laugh. If you don’t really love someone , it’s not fair for them or yourself to look for other options with out sorting things out with them or ending it first if that’s what has to happen. Maybe I’m a little old fashioned that way”
So anyway – I thought Jess was Mr Nice guy – turns out he’s just like all the others.
I don’t think males look at it in the same way women can. Or the way I do at least.
I mean if someone is texting me etc while they have a girlfriend then what’s to stop them from doing the same when they are with me? This is what goes on all the time!
Jack, Hat man, the married guy! And that’s only to name a few! It’s happening more and it really makes them look well….I just feel kinda like – I put them all in a bag of guys who would cheat on their girlfriends / me.
There all nice guys – of course. Yeah. Obviously. Whatever.
Makes me feel sad. It’s not a boost for the ego it’s just depressing that all guys who hit on me have girlfriends/ long term partners/ fiancé or WIFE!!! And they are all looking for one thing.
A play thing. Whatever. I’m over it. TOTALLY over it.
I’m getting angry about the whole thing.
Dam it – he was meant to be a nice guy!
I gotta go to work.
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