Looking up

Well, I’m in a better mood today. You know when things start to look up again.
I had a meaningful shed of tears for Eve last night. It’s part of the letting go process.
I needed to, I was obviously getting too involved.
Knowing that he’s wiping me out of his life makes it easier or me to as well – to a point.

It’s my birthday one week from today :))
( It’s a big/worry/stress day or Eve with a lot of his issues coming to a head but I’m trying to forget about that - as he will forget about me. I just pray or him)
I’m telling everyone at work and giving myself a party – at work.
Just something small – a card, balloons…streamers….signs in the kitchen…. Yoghurt frogs (cos I don’t eat cake) and pumpkin soup – oh and work place emails – just so everyone knows :))
I was considering about leaving a stick it note on everyone’s computers too but I thought that would be a little too much - ;) hehehehehee
How unlike me….;))
Hmmm - attention seeking some might say – yes it is but being that it’s my birthday then, yes – I’ll have all the attention ya got! :))
25!!!!

Time or my nap.