Birthday in review
My birthday turned out to be quite good. I got season two and three of my M*A*S*H (Which I will be watching tonight) and an alarm clock I needed.
My father paid off the Government debt and my brother got me a bonsi fake tree thing, a inside water fountain thing and my name in Japanese…..
He tends to think o what he would like rather then what the person he his buying for would like. His always done that. I hate all that Japanese writing and needless to say the water thing has taken place in the lounge room where he likes it and it sounds like a very annoying dripping tap. I’d say it’s the thought that counts but he just wanted it all for himself.
Work was good. A quiet day and I decorated my desk/office and kitchen with balloons and a sign saying "HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!" I brought in frozen yoghurt,dates, apricot delight things (which I don't eat) and yoghurt frogs.
No Birthday song - Thank God! Addmittly I'm one for attention when I want it but I've always hated the song. I can be in a group of people and be the loudest most attention seeking person but sing happy birthday, win a prize (door prize etc) and I freak out and get soooooo embaressed!
After work I went to Mk's got my scissors (for a hair cut today)and went to the second hand shop and brought a new outfit,jeans and a poetry book all for under
$25! Bargin!
We then went out for dinner.Nice.
I was just tired and emotional. I thought about Eve. He told me that it went well and had a good outcome.
I think now he just wants to get on with his life – without me.
I understand.
I hope he gets what he wants and has all the love in his life that he desires.
Yeah.
He probably wants to forget about me. Move on in his life with a new, clean slate.
Forget about me.
Sigh.
Yeah.
Me –well I guess I’ll just go on being me. 25 years old and just being me.
I’m off to bed to watch M*A*S*H, play my guitar and read my books.
My father paid off the Government debt and my brother got me a bonsi fake tree thing, a inside water fountain thing and my name in Japanese…..
He tends to think o what he would like rather then what the person he his buying for would like. His always done that. I hate all that Japanese writing and needless to say the water thing has taken place in the lounge room where he likes it and it sounds like a very annoying dripping tap. I’d say it’s the thought that counts but he just wanted it all for himself.
Work was good. A quiet day and I decorated my desk/office and kitchen with balloons and a sign saying "HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!" I brought in frozen yoghurt,dates, apricot delight things (which I don't eat) and yoghurt frogs.
No Birthday song - Thank God! Addmittly I'm one for attention when I want it but I've always hated the song. I can be in a group of people and be the loudest most attention seeking person but sing happy birthday, win a prize (door prize etc) and I freak out and get soooooo embaressed!
After work I went to Mk's got my scissors (for a hair cut today)and went to the second hand shop and brought a new outfit,jeans and a poetry book all for under
$25! Bargin!
We then went out for dinner.Nice.
I was just tired and emotional. I thought about Eve. He told me that it went well and had a good outcome.
I think now he just wants to get on with his life – without me.
I understand.
I hope he gets what he wants and has all the love in his life that he desires.
Yeah.
He probably wants to forget about me. Move on in his life with a new, clean slate.
Forget about me.
Sigh.
Yeah.
Me –well I guess I’ll just go on being me. 25 years old and just being me.
I’m off to bed to watch M*A*S*H, play my guitar and read my books.
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