Sweet Dreams...
Just quickly, I had two o the most wierdest dreams!!!
I'll post the first one tonight or tomorrow, when I get more time. It made me question so many things that I didn't want to forget it so I wrote it down.
The second one,(I would of liked it to continue on from the first one but...;) ) I was at a boot camp for models and I'm no model, everyone had to get up and do a spearl about them selves and I thought now's my chance - I got up and started to go on about how all the stick figure people around me needed to be happy with them selves. They needed to put on weight because they looked sick(which they did, I think they were all mentally taken be anorexia or belimua) There was also this guy Pete (I know him through my old small group) and he was there being really supportive of what I was saying. The panel of Judges didn't know what to say. One of the judges was the chick personal trainer from the show The Biggest looser.
She wasn't impressed with my speech.
I went on to say "I'm Loud, express my opinion and I don't care what other people think." I then had a drink off water and it dribbled all down my white top, I look down and there is also a food stain running down my top. I looked like a slob!!!
I didn't care!!! The judge took me away and said "What are you doing???!!!"
"I'm being probably the only honest person in that room!"
"They don't need to hear that!"
"They are all thinking it. I'm just the one who will say it! I say what I mean and I just use tact!"
Again she wasn't impressed, She could see that she wasn't going to get anywhere with me so she left.
That was the end of my dream. I think I dreamt it because I watched the biggest looser before going to sleep last night.
That and maybe that girl was my tack talking and I wasn't using any in my speech.
The dream I had first was bazaar!!!
It wasn't a sex dream but it had potential!! ;)
Just quickly before I go, I made up this guy in my dream out of about 3 or 4 different guys I know! I don't think I've ever done that one before!
This guy had Jacks blue eyes and a goatee but it was thicker then his,
my cousins ex husbands brown hair, my ex boyfriends body, which he was Greek so a bit of body hair, his build but taller so this guy was nearly 6 foot, he had an American accent and I think his name was Troy. Then he got up and out of bed and he changed. His hair turned blonde and he looked like Jacob the American I meet over seas!! He had a bit of Jacks attitude but that faded over time and he became a different person again and was wanting to be with me.I've never made up a person!
It was Jack, my ex Paul,Jacob, I think Elliott for a half a second and I called him Troy - My little sisters boyfriend who I don't particularly like.
What's with this!! Floating china men in the sea... And a guy who in the end did kinda like me.
I'll go into more detail tomorrow. I have to go to work now, but I feel kinda happy because I woke up laughing because in the last dream I had I wouldn't shut up when the judges wanted me to!! I was giving these girls confidence and self worth and the judges didn't think I was doing them favor because I myself stood there looking like a slob!!!! With stains and food down my white top!!
What was I thinking!!!????!!!
I'll post the first one tonight or tomorrow, when I get more time. It made me question so many things that I didn't want to forget it so I wrote it down.
The second one,(I would of liked it to continue on from the first one but...;) ) I was at a boot camp for models and I'm no model, everyone had to get up and do a spearl about them selves and I thought now's my chance - I got up and started to go on about how all the stick figure people around me needed to be happy with them selves. They needed to put on weight because they looked sick(which they did, I think they were all mentally taken be anorexia or belimua) There was also this guy Pete (I know him through my old small group) and he was there being really supportive of what I was saying. The panel of Judges didn't know what to say. One of the judges was the chick personal trainer from the show The Biggest looser.
She wasn't impressed with my speech.
I went on to say "I'm Loud, express my opinion and I don't care what other people think." I then had a drink off water and it dribbled all down my white top, I look down and there is also a food stain running down my top. I looked like a slob!!!
I didn't care!!! The judge took me away and said "What are you doing???!!!"
"I'm being probably the only honest person in that room!"
"They don't need to hear that!"
"They are all thinking it. I'm just the one who will say it! I say what I mean and I just use tact!"
Again she wasn't impressed, She could see that she wasn't going to get anywhere with me so she left.
That was the end of my dream. I think I dreamt it because I watched the biggest looser before going to sleep last night.
That and maybe that girl was my tack talking and I wasn't using any in my speech.
The dream I had first was bazaar!!!
It wasn't a sex dream but it had potential!! ;)
Just quickly before I go, I made up this guy in my dream out of about 3 or 4 different guys I know! I don't think I've ever done that one before!
This guy had Jacks blue eyes and a goatee but it was thicker then his,
my cousins ex husbands brown hair, my ex boyfriends body, which he was Greek so a bit of body hair, his build but taller so this guy was nearly 6 foot, he had an American accent and I think his name was Troy. Then he got up and out of bed and he changed. His hair turned blonde and he looked like Jacob the American I meet over seas!! He had a bit of Jacks attitude but that faded over time and he became a different person again and was wanting to be with me.I've never made up a person!
It was Jack, my ex Paul,Jacob, I think Elliott for a half a second and I called him Troy - My little sisters boyfriend who I don't particularly like.
What's with this!! Floating china men in the sea... And a guy who in the end did kinda like me.
I'll go into more detail tomorrow. I have to go to work now, but I feel kinda happy because I woke up laughing because in the last dream I had I wouldn't shut up when the judges wanted me to!! I was giving these girls confidence and self worth and the judges didn't think I was doing them favor because I myself stood there looking like a slob!!!! With stains and food down my white top!!
What was I thinking!!!????!!!
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