Happy days, happy moments and happy memories
My weekend.
In one word, Fun.
Work yesterday was great, we had a small meeting telling us all to pick up our game and be more professional. Point taken and used.
I went to Maria, we had a good night.
We chatted, drank, karoke, drank, played "Josh", sang and danced around with the mic and ended up watching Lord of the rings three and falling asleep in the big comfey arm chair.
I thought I was going to puke. I drank way to much and got drunk. Beer is gross.
I ended up stumbling to bed and sleeping it off.
Not before I sent a few messages and rang a couple of people.
Jay didn't answer - surprise suprise he's turned into a prick lately.
I rang Curly. I got his number off an email he sent but I wasn't sure if it was he's so I thought I'd call and find out.
"Hello, curly speaking"
"Who?"
"Curly - who's this?"
"Oh! Hey Curly it's Kaz! How's things?"
"Kaz! Yeah good ( enter small talk)"
Well it's his number.
I also called Maz. We had a chat, he's great.
Goosey wasn't with him but some others were.
Maria took a picture with my phone of my blue tongue and I sent it to Ant and Jack cos I know they had picture phones.
When I woke up the next morning besides feeling a bit seedy I didn't care that I rang Curly. He's nice. He said to call him today - Nah.
Ant said he'll call me today and organize to meet up. Whatever.
Jay said he'll call today too. Not going to happen.
I text him in reply to his "Sorry I missed your call"
I sent "Yeah. You also missed the party."
I was very annoyed about that, he didn't even call to say I'm not coming instead he told me he'll come and then didn't return my calls,text or anything.
Whatever.
Maria and I went for a trip down memory lane. She brought out the year 12 school video we watched it reminiscing.
I felt like I lost a big part of my year 12 year. I was never there.
I passed - but I passed with enough just to get me through. I turned up to an exam at the wrong time and totally missed it.
I didn't care as it was worth 1/12th of my overall mark for that subject.
I remember thinking I better act concerned - but I wasn't.
My memories of year 12 is beach, roller blading, friends and going out. I got a car half way through the year and I had better options than going to school. I slept in class and came just in time to make the class count.
My best friend Maria got %100 attendance in year 12. I guess we really came close at the end of that year.
At the same time we were talking and I was saying how I felt like I need to go out dancing and go and dance on a few tables or something! Were at the prime of our life! 24!!
I'm single, If I want to do something I can just go and do it.
I kinda live out of my car in summer I do. What I mean is that I keep a towel,roller blades, Body board, change of clothes a couple of pairs of shoes, make up, beach tent and stash of cash usually about $10 or so - just enough to buy a cold drink and petrol if desperate.
Summer is the best.
Today was beautiful. Maria is the same age but has a mortgage, fiancee` and she's settled. The more I thought about it the more happy I got. I love my life. My thoughts went to Bec. She's not hear. She can't live. I feel like I'm so blessed just to be able to live. It can be taken away so quickly.
I feel like in a way I live for her too.
I will always, always remember her.
Things that I do she can't. It's not fair. I want to live. Being happy is part of that. Loving life. I intend to.
I cleaned out my car today,then took it down to the car wash to sit in it and watch it get washed by those big rubber roller things. It scratched my car and left big rubber marks which I then had to clean off myself.
I think of the summer. Days at the beach, driving with the window down smelling the sea and having the wind blow on my face.
I can't wait.
Long summer days without a boyfriend - me being free to do what I want and when I want to. Not having to ask what he wants to do, no guilt because I'm out doing my thing and he's not with me.
Love it.
LOVE IT!!!
Ever showered in front of a mirror? weird. Maria has an almost full length mirror in the bathroom, I can't say I've ever done that before.
I feel great. Even tho over the last three days I have eaten about a weeks worth of food and drink I feel bloated but very happy.
My friend told me she's PREGNANT!!!!! That's sooo exciting!!!! I'm seeing her Tuesday when I go to small group :)
In one word, Fun.
Work yesterday was great, we had a small meeting telling us all to pick up our game and be more professional. Point taken and used.
I went to Maria, we had a good night.
We chatted, drank, karoke, drank, played "Josh", sang and danced around with the mic and ended up watching Lord of the rings three and falling asleep in the big comfey arm chair.
I thought I was going to puke. I drank way to much and got drunk. Beer is gross.
I ended up stumbling to bed and sleeping it off.
Not before I sent a few messages and rang a couple of people.
Jay didn't answer - surprise suprise he's turned into a prick lately.
I rang Curly. I got his number off an email he sent but I wasn't sure if it was he's so I thought I'd call and find out.
"Hello, curly speaking"
"Who?"
"Curly - who's this?"
"Oh! Hey Curly it's Kaz! How's things?"
"Kaz! Yeah good ( enter small talk)"
Well it's his number.
I also called Maz. We had a chat, he's great.
Goosey wasn't with him but some others were.
Maria took a picture with my phone of my blue tongue and I sent it to Ant and Jack cos I know they had picture phones.
When I woke up the next morning besides feeling a bit seedy I didn't care that I rang Curly. He's nice. He said to call him today - Nah.
Ant said he'll call me today and organize to meet up. Whatever.
Jay said he'll call today too. Not going to happen.
I text him in reply to his "Sorry I missed your call"
I sent "Yeah. You also missed the party."
I was very annoyed about that, he didn't even call to say I'm not coming instead he told me he'll come and then didn't return my calls,text or anything.
Whatever.
Maria and I went for a trip down memory lane. She brought out the year 12 school video we watched it reminiscing.
I felt like I lost a big part of my year 12 year. I was never there.
I passed - but I passed with enough just to get me through. I turned up to an exam at the wrong time and totally missed it.
I didn't care as it was worth 1/12th of my overall mark for that subject.
I remember thinking I better act concerned - but I wasn't.
My memories of year 12 is beach, roller blading, friends and going out. I got a car half way through the year and I had better options than going to school. I slept in class and came just in time to make the class count.
My best friend Maria got %100 attendance in year 12. I guess we really came close at the end of that year.
At the same time we were talking and I was saying how I felt like I need to go out dancing and go and dance on a few tables or something! Were at the prime of our life! 24!!
I'm single, If I want to do something I can just go and do it.
I kinda live out of my car in summer I do. What I mean is that I keep a towel,roller blades, Body board, change of clothes a couple of pairs of shoes, make up, beach tent and stash of cash usually about $10 or so - just enough to buy a cold drink and petrol if desperate.
Summer is the best.
Today was beautiful. Maria is the same age but has a mortgage, fiancee` and she's settled. The more I thought about it the more happy I got. I love my life. My thoughts went to Bec. She's not hear. She can't live. I feel like I'm so blessed just to be able to live. It can be taken away so quickly.
I feel like in a way I live for her too.
I will always, always remember her.
Things that I do she can't. It's not fair. I want to live. Being happy is part of that. Loving life. I intend to.
I cleaned out my car today,then took it down to the car wash to sit in it and watch it get washed by those big rubber roller things. It scratched my car and left big rubber marks which I then had to clean off myself.
I think of the summer. Days at the beach, driving with the window down smelling the sea and having the wind blow on my face.
I can't wait.
Long summer days without a boyfriend - me being free to do what I want and when I want to. Not having to ask what he wants to do, no guilt because I'm out doing my thing and he's not with me.
Love it.
LOVE IT!!!
Ever showered in front of a mirror? weird. Maria has an almost full length mirror in the bathroom, I can't say I've ever done that before.
I feel great. Even tho over the last three days I have eaten about a weeks worth of food and drink I feel bloated but very happy.
My friend told me she's PREGNANT!!!!! That's sooo exciting!!!! I'm seeing her Tuesday when I go to small group :)
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