Monday, September 19, 2005

Oh - what do I do???!!!

I can't believe this!

Steelo. The one person who I thought I wouldn't hear from again - sent me a text today.
"Dear Kaz, I'm some what perplexed about ur silence of late. care 2 give me some insight.steelo."
What???!!!!
I don't get it!!! Of late??? I haven't spoken to him for about four months!!!
I don't answer his calls or return his texts!!! Even then we never had any real sort of friendship!!!!
I don't know what to do. I haven't replied to the text.
I'm thinking about just sending an email. I know he doesn't check them all that often but when he does at least he'll get it eventually.

But what do I say? It's like a break up but we were never together!
I'm really lost for words!!! That's a VERY rare thing for me.

OH...What to say. I felt really bad when I read the message.
I didn't respond to these things because I want him to really not like me. Hey, he can think I'm a bitch, think I'm awful, not caring, mean - anything!! I just need him to get the point!! Now I have to say "Hey your a nice guy but...I feel that you might,maybe feeling more for me then you should" ... What if I put it all to me.
Something like " I'm too wrapped up in myself to think about anyone besides me at this point in my life, I just can't think of anything besides me"

If that won't turn him off, I don't know what will.

Ok I'm going to go write this email.
Keep it reasonably short and to the point.

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