The cough,runny eyes, stuffy nose and all my emotions
I can't believe it. I'm sick again. Well, maybe I just didn't get over the last one fully. I've only got a cough but it's enough to make me feel all a bit stuffy. I think it's also hayfeaver.
I'm emotional.
Today my boss sat me down.
"How are you enjoying it hear?"
"Yeah, It's going well, I just don't know how I'm going because I have no one to really compare to, to see if what I'm doing is right"
Blah,blah, blah I can't be bothered going into it. This was just going to be a short blog.
In the end I had a better afternoon. I have to speak louder and clearer.
One thing thing that she said was "I don't think it's a confidence thing, I saw you the other night"
I half smile, teh heh. I get that.
Yesterday the Assistant Property manager was out for the day at a learning thing for all Assistants or something and the guy who ran it asked her where she was form or something - he made the connection that we worked together - remembered me from the
night before at the Networking work do and mentioned that I was a nice chatty girl or something like that.
I was feeling good that night and spoke to everyone but the people I work with as they all left early except one then I looked for her and she had left too.
So this afternoon was better.
I spoke to Thea the other night, I felt bad I didn't completely fill her in on my Saturday night. Ummm.... I just feel like it's no big deal.
Nothing much to tell. As you could see.
"Josh" is getting a bit neglected, but I still play most nights.
I woke up with a really good song in my head this morning so I wrote down a few lines. I was singing it in my sleep then woke up with it in my head.
I wish I could have seen Mr Philosopher perform tonight.
I forgot all about it and also not feeling 100%
Rock on
I'm emotional.
Today my boss sat me down.
"How are you enjoying it hear?"
"Yeah, It's going well, I just don't know how I'm going because I have no one to really compare to, to see if what I'm doing is right"
Blah,blah, blah I can't be bothered going into it. This was just going to be a short blog.
In the end I had a better afternoon. I have to speak louder and clearer.
One thing thing that she said was "I don't think it's a confidence thing, I saw you the other night"
I half smile, teh heh. I get that.
Yesterday the Assistant Property manager was out for the day at a learning thing for all Assistants or something and the guy who ran it asked her where she was form or something - he made the connection that we worked together - remembered me from the
night before at the Networking work do and mentioned that I was a nice chatty girl or something like that.
I was feeling good that night and spoke to everyone but the people I work with as they all left early except one then I looked for her and she had left too.
So this afternoon was better.
I spoke to Thea the other night, I felt bad I didn't completely fill her in on my Saturday night. Ummm.... I just feel like it's no big deal.
Nothing much to tell. As you could see.
"Josh" is getting a bit neglected, but I still play most nights.
I woke up with a really good song in my head this morning so I wrote down a few lines. I was singing it in my sleep then woke up with it in my head.
I wish I could have seen Mr Philosopher perform tonight.
I forgot all about it and also not feeling 100%
Rock on
posted by kaz at 10:20 PM
2 Comments:
First year on a new job is always the best then after the honeymoon it becomes ... work. Unless you have good friends at work then it remains fun. I wish you the best Kaz and I also hope you get well soon. what is the weather like in Australia this time of the year? It's your winter right?
Nup, were fresh in spring.
Hayfeaver season.
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