I just got home from Elliotts.
1am.
I met Trish, he's "Not girlfreind - it's complicated" Girlfriend.
It's just a matter of time with those two.
I asked "If Elliott got a girlfriend, you'd have to go"
"Yeah" - she had a lot to drink "I get jealous when he flirts with other people"
Yep, only a matter of time.
She's really nice. We all had a laugh, Ant and I played the guitar inbetween haircuts and dinner. In the end we actually played alright together.
Were going to make a song together, that should be fun :)
I thought if a boyfriend of mine had a girl "friend" like Trish, where there is history but nothing happened and she's been there longer than me - well - she's got to go.
Sorry, but I thought it would be ok - reality - It's not.
I'm into getting to know people but if they have girlfriends, the friendship should stay distant.
I think to a point what I did with Ant tonight was wrong.
All we did is play together, chat but it's really easy. Nothing to worry about...yeah...No.
I'm NOT and NEVER was the jealous girlfriend. I trusted my ex. He never cheated on me that I know. He never hugged girls more then he should of. Hold on for that extra few seconds. Am I being paranoid??
I don't think so.
I'm into taking the chicks side.
Aussie was saying to me he's GF which they have just got back together, doesn't stand up for herself.
He said he'll go mad at her and she will apologize!
In his words "You D**K, F**ken stupid,Bl**dy hell!!!"
(She let his car run out of fuel)
So Aussie was telling me that he expects a girl to give it back to him.
Yeah, I thought. I nodded my head??!!!!
I'm thinking that poor girl.
I spoke to Ant about it.
"If ANYONE spoke to me like that, I would crack it. My friends wouldn't ever say that to me! My ex never spoke to me like that and he NEVER swore to me at me or not much in general. I wouldn't arc up and give it back if someone spoke to me like that - I just wouldn't put up with it. It's over end of story no matter if I loved them beyond forever - forget it."
Ant smiled."I wouldn't ever speak like that"
"Yeah"
"Women are the wonderful beautiful..." Blah blah blah he scored points.
Is what I'm doing wrong? Or is it just me looking into something which isn't anything.

I had an interview today for a job doing admin/PA/organizing events I don't think I got it. I'm giving out my resume to more places tomorrow.

I'm going out tonight to some theater comedy thing. I've seen part of the act before and it was funny so hopefully tickets are not sold out.