BAD DAY.

I'm tired.
I've got self doubt.
I'm sick.
I've got a headache.
Go to bed, you say.
I can't.
Why?
My cat got in a fight and I have to keep myself awake until 3, I have to take her to the vets.
No money.
Vet costs lots of money.
Feeling like crap.
someone's at the door... People asking for donations. Maybe that's what I should do.
Anyone want to donate to "Girl needing money for F***EN cat bills, Medication cos' she's sick, Just give her money because she's asking for it, guaranteed she'll use it for a worthy cause!"
I'll go around with a pen and paper and kindly explain that it's not a tax deduction because she spent the last three months living of your tax money anyway. This is just a hoax to get money.
But hey she paid tax money too!

I think I have to go through the process of elimination. What's giving me the s**TS?

I think I know what it is.
I went to the office today. It looks like a nice place to work. I've never worked in an office before. It's a little daunting.
The computer looks a little daunting.
I feel frump because I'm sick.
I'm not going away this weekend for the 21st, cos' I'm sick.
I just want to go and sleep.
I'm awful when I'm tired.
I'm a little stressed about starting work.

I want to be understood but hey,
Who Fu**en cares.