Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Weekend wonders...

Ever tried eating raw rice? Not that bad. When your hungry and can't wait for it to boil, it's ok.
Having found Mr Model for my hair show I'm getting excited about the possibilities what I can do. What he can wear and how I want him to look. It's like stripping the guy back and starting from scratch. Well, as much as I'd like to strip him off it's not going to happen but I dare say he'll look great on the cat walk.
Jack came round today and I cut and colored his hair. I had a good day.
We chatted and it was easy. The cut and new color was great. I tried a new style of cutting and it worked! Yea! Something different! Helps that his looks complement his hair.
It seems a little pathetic that I get so excited about a good hair cut and color, but I love doing different looks and styles.
A Christian Magazine wants me to write an article on the "street work"
that we do as volunteers.
I hope I can write something which will do it justice.
At the moment I'm smiling.
I tried to explain to Jack my reason behind my wanting a relationship just for the weekends. It's not what your thinking, I'm not into casual sex relationships never have never will because I think you are more stronger person mentally and emotionally
If you just don't go there. I don't need the emotional support like that.
I tried it once but it was so ....Raw? I still remember the emotions behind it and there wasn't much. How can people do it?
I could never do that with someone simply because - Well that's me.
Anyway.
Jack was saying how if your believe something is going to happen - it usually does.
So if that's really true, which I do agree to then I don't give anyone a chance because I see myself being a single mum doing everything myself.
Hard, but true. I guess it will take a special person to change that pattern of thought.
But maybe that person won't cross my path for quite awhile yet! But when it does happen my thoughts might change then too - hopefully!
Back to work tomorrow but no street, that's got to be on Friday because I get to tired to do every Wednesday.

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