The latest update on my holiday.

Kat told me today that because of the package deal with the holiday... the package won't let another person stay. Me.
Sigh.
I don't know...looks like i'll just stay in a motel/hotel if I can...
Near where they will be staying... I just think... Sigh.
It might be nice by myself up there...
The wedding I was talking about well it's very small / only real close friends and family. Were not real close.... I don't really mind but i guess she won't care if I don't go... If Im in the city I will tho. I just won't go to the reception...then again... If everyone else is going I don't think I really want to be the one saying "well have a good night" .- and I walk off...

Oh well... Maybe i'll just have a great time alone. Reading, spending time with me.
Doing what I want. yeah - I'll go out, spend time with the others I'll just also enjoy my own company and not working! Yeah. Yeah. That's it.

Convinced yet? Yeah. I'll just be me and do what I want. yeah. yeah.
Sigh.