Wednesday, July 05, 2006

WHAT THE #@$%^^@#!!!!!!

So I did end up going to see Eve.
He said all the right things and 20 or more texts later and five phone calls I went over.

He did it again.
I went back over tonight and he was being a prick. Didn’t get up to say hello, no kiss nothing. He was tired. I wanted to go or a walk. Anyway to cut a long story short – He was giving me the shits.
When he opened his computer to look on Ebay that was the last straw.
“I’m going home”
“What??! No you aren’t” surprised yet really thinking I wouldn’t.
“Yeah – I am.” I pick up my bag and head to the door
“NO your not” he said a little jokingly and really still thinking I’m not going.
“Bye” - I stop and turn around to look at him. He’s looking at me.
“Your not really going” he was looking a little half jokingly half trying to see I was serious.
“”Bye” I walk out.
I was soooo annoyed. I drove there believed what he said last night and all for what?!
Whatever.
When he realised that I wasn’t coming back and I was very serious he sent me a text “I was tired that’s all and needed a rest”
Whatever.
You know what – WHATEVER!!!!
I’m over that crap. Way over it.
I’m angry. I guess I’m a little upset underneath it all. Yeah. That’s it.
He just said all those things to get me to have sex with him.
And stupid me believed him!!!!
I even told him that he’s only saying it so I would come over – he said no it’s not just that – WHATEVER!!!!
GOD! I’m such an IDIOT!!!!!
Grrrr.
HA. He didn’t think I was serious. HA.
Dam straight I’m serious!
I’m not going to stay with someone when they open their computer and treat me like shit.
WHATEVER.
Really just go and love your little lap top and enjoy being alone. If I irritate you then don’t waste my time and get me to come around just so you can ignore me and not even get up to say hello. Then not want any contact and when I don’t you start to look or the attention THEN you Ignore me by opening up your computer and telling me I’m getting annoying ! Needless to say you were the one prodding me and irritating me only moments before that!!!
Then you don’t think I’d leave???!!! HA!
HA! Not leave after that!!!
FUCK THAT.

I sent a message “Why did I even bother coming around tonight”
He wasn't like this, this morning!
I didn’t respond to his last two or three texts.
Good bye.

1 Comments:

Blogger Scott said...

Sorry to hear that, I hope you do not let him ruin your week.

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