Single and liking it

Well I’m going home today. I love my mum but this country lifestyle is soooooooo boring!!!!!
I see a lot of young kids with babies and when I ask a local hairdresser what she does on the weekend – “not much, go to the pub maybe”
Ok, but there’s two main pubs. I would be wanting a change in scenery.
Oh well they like it.

I forgot to mention that I cut my finger last Saturday at work.
Really bad, I had to go to hospital wait for three hours to get seen then it took five minutes to glue it up. The nurse thought it may need a stich but wasn’t sure.
I took the bandage off today and it’s healing just really slowly.
I almost fainted at work and again at home when I was by myself. That was scary.

When I’m at home I can do things like clean my room, cut the grass, go for a walk to different places. It’s very restricting in the country.

I’ve sent off my resumes, made phone calls and made follow up phone calls.
Nothing.
Not much is up on offer at the moment.
I’ll keep marching on – it’s a little disheartening but I think something will come up.
I just wish I didn’t feel so tired.

I think Damon wants to go home too. He likes it but he doesn’t get his bones and walks, the change of seanary and my full attention.

Rusty want’s to see me on the weekend…..
Ohhh…….
What to do???? It’s like I don’t want to lead him on, friends can go out to dinner but by me doing that I could be giving him the wrong idea!
Blah. I’m enjoying being by myself lately. A little too much maybe.
I’m no recluse but I’m defiantly feeling happy being solo for now.