It's the past but...
Today was relaxing.
I read blogs, I did the much needed to do washing and dishes, played my guitar and wrote in my pen to paper diary and now in my blog.
I smile and shake my head in bewilderment. I'm not one to fume over something that happened in the past but it will never cease to amaze me, the old saying from my Nan " your sins will find you out" - they do. Jack in the past has been found out numerous times in the past, so this wasn't a surprise to me but when I read through a blog from Gempires.blogspot.com as I read my heart pounded, eyes widened and I'm in hysterical laughter because it's the first emotion that comes to mind!
hilarious because I'll never forget the crap he once give to me.
I ask " Who gave you that" looking towards the partial covered fresh, blood sucking bitten near his collar.
This is the story he fed me.
"I was doing a gig the other night and this guy,jumps on stage, latches on to my neck and bit me" I looked into his cool blue eyes and I thought, uh huh.
Considering I had known him for a little over a year I thought that there was no reason for him to lie to me but I repeated what he had said and I laugh now because I think how I look back now and I think he was trying to convince himself!
But that's history and very funny and a long time ago. It still to this day cracks me up!
Anyway reading Gempires blog from last year she dedicated a post to Jack...
It went on about his taste in women and he's girlfriend...
HA!!!
So I'm sitting hear laughing because I read that he has a girlfriend at that stage!
I go and read the date the post was written. Oct 11.
OCT 11TH!!! I have to confirm this date with my pen to paper diary.
I search for it, I couldn't find the 128 page diary from 2004! The diary which had all my deepest thoughts in, the book which will tell me if what i'm thinking is true!
I find it, confirmed, to a point. There's always a grey area.
I find it funny now.
Now that it's really a different wave length of thinking on him. He doesn't make it into my diary entries as often and I've moved on but I find it stupid how men think it's ok to lie to get out of trouble - for that moment.
I wonder if he had a girlfriend when we "said" goodbye before I went overseas in early November.
He had her when I got back but I wonder if he also had her in Oct when gempires had posted her blog on him?
Now I'm just amused by him. A fellow worker or sorry "work colleague".
I read blogs, I did the much needed to do washing and dishes, played my guitar and wrote in my pen to paper diary and now in my blog.
I smile and shake my head in bewilderment. I'm not one to fume over something that happened in the past but it will never cease to amaze me, the old saying from my Nan " your sins will find you out" - they do. Jack in the past has been found out numerous times in the past, so this wasn't a surprise to me but when I read through a blog from Gempires.blogspot.com as I read my heart pounded, eyes widened and I'm in hysterical laughter because it's the first emotion that comes to mind!
hilarious because I'll never forget the crap he once give to me.
I ask " Who gave you that" looking towards the partial covered fresh, blood sucking bitten near his collar.
This is the story he fed me.
"I was doing a gig the other night and this guy,jumps on stage, latches on to my neck and bit me" I looked into his cool blue eyes and I thought, uh huh.
Considering I had known him for a little over a year I thought that there was no reason for him to lie to me but I repeated what he had said and I laugh now because I think how I look back now and I think he was trying to convince himself!
But that's history and very funny and a long time ago. It still to this day cracks me up!
Anyway reading Gempires blog from last year she dedicated a post to Jack...
It went on about his taste in women and he's girlfriend...
HA!!!
So I'm sitting hear laughing because I read that he has a girlfriend at that stage!
I go and read the date the post was written. Oct 11.
OCT 11TH!!! I have to confirm this date with my pen to paper diary.
I search for it, I couldn't find the 128 page diary from 2004! The diary which had all my deepest thoughts in, the book which will tell me if what i'm thinking is true!
I find it, confirmed, to a point. There's always a grey area.
I find it funny now.
Now that it's really a different wave length of thinking on him. He doesn't make it into my diary entries as often and I've moved on but I find it stupid how men think it's ok to lie to get out of trouble - for that moment.
I wonder if he had a girlfriend when we "said" goodbye before I went overseas in early November.
He had her when I got back but I wonder if he also had her in Oct when gempires had posted her blog on him?
Now I'm just amused by him. A fellow worker or sorry "work colleague".
posted by kaz at 1:48 PM
1 Comments:
hmm, i'd be wary as to what i read in Gempires - she doesn't lie, but, like all of us mammals she sees the world (and the actions of others) through her own vitreous humour, as it were, Bacchus bless her... in reply to your comment on my blog , well, why wouldn't i be interested in overseas! Oz is the Dubbo of the world, let's face it - especially with the anti-intelectual, anti-art, Neo-Cons in the box. Whatever. Thanks for dropping in...
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