So yeah.

Sab has been away since monday and looks like he's comming back Saturday.
I miss him.

We got a dog to compensate.

I don't like the dog.

She's high maintence. She is getting better but she's yet to grow on me.

I just don't have a connection like I did with Damon. I really miss him.

I was asked yesterday if I "Had something to tell us" while my cousin made a grab for my new found flab stomach. My response was "I think I may start to starve myself now."

She laughed at this and said "Oh no, I just thought you might have some exciting news, you know exciting!" "No."

Keep in mind fokes that I am 26years old and personally speaking for myself, being told I was pregnant would not be exciting. I'd go for more devestating.

I'm happy when I get a monthly friend - that gets me excited!



I feel very bloated and yuk at the moment.

I've been extreamly homesick.

It what you make of it. I have to perk up.

It's just a little hard sometimes when works not all good and I miss my friends back home.
sigh.

At the moment I don't think I want kids. i don't want to be pregnant and I don't want to think about something else. Hence the dog problem.
She's a sico path. I don't particuallarlly like her.
So yeah.