Sunday
Today I feel – good.
Eve did what he is known for yesterday – turning up for a haircut 1 hour and 15 min late. I was driving Mk and his kids home so I left at 2.10pm. As I was driving out I saw in driving in. He didn’t see us.
I shook my head in disbelief – Mk helped me see what he’s doing and he’s right.
He’s playing a game and being “in control” of the situation.
Well – Not this time baby, I’m not hanging around for anyone anymore.
Eve is disrespectful, rude and goes on his “power trips” that really, I’m over.
Mk is such a great guy and his Girlfriend Deb is just such a wonderful and beautiful person.
Eve called me about five min after he arrived and again about five minutes after that.
I didn’t answer. He didn’t text. I wouldn’t have replied.
He didn’t eve call or text to tell me he was going to be late because – he meant it!
It’s another learning curb in the path of life. I couldn’t even imagine having sex with him now. As good as it was – now I know it would just be bad.
There’s nothing in it. What’s the point in that?
I’m not doing that again with anyone until I’m either married or in a very serious relationship.
I don’t want to have numerous partners before I meet “the right” person.
I glad I didn’t do that with Jack. Would have ended badly.
So today I’m feeling happy. I’m going out for lunch with my brother, father and meeting his new girlfriend. Yeah. That’s something that I really want to do. I don’t see the point of even getting dressed up. Meaning do my hair and make up.
Not for him. Dam I do it for myself part of being a hairdresser and going out with George for as long as I did.
Nick is doing the same thing today. We spoke about it on Friday having similar views on it. I told him to call me on Sunday night and we can exchange details. We both have a similar relationship with our fathers.
I wonder if he will call me? He’s just a friend – but I don’t think he’ll call. Nah – he won’t.
I mean he’s a nice guy but just as a friend and if a friend can’t call just to talk then – maybe he’s looking into it too much.
Being that It’s Sunday morning I have to go to church.
Eve did what he is known for yesterday – turning up for a haircut 1 hour and 15 min late. I was driving Mk and his kids home so I left at 2.10pm. As I was driving out I saw in driving in. He didn’t see us.
I shook my head in disbelief – Mk helped me see what he’s doing and he’s right.
He’s playing a game and being “in control” of the situation.
Well – Not this time baby, I’m not hanging around for anyone anymore.
Eve is disrespectful, rude and goes on his “power trips” that really, I’m over.
Mk is such a great guy and his Girlfriend Deb is just such a wonderful and beautiful person.
Eve called me about five min after he arrived and again about five minutes after that.
I didn’t answer. He didn’t text. I wouldn’t have replied.
He didn’t eve call or text to tell me he was going to be late because – he meant it!
It’s another learning curb in the path of life. I couldn’t even imagine having sex with him now. As good as it was – now I know it would just be bad.
There’s nothing in it. What’s the point in that?
I’m not doing that again with anyone until I’m either married or in a very serious relationship.
I don’t want to have numerous partners before I meet “the right” person.
I glad I didn’t do that with Jack. Would have ended badly.
So today I’m feeling happy. I’m going out for lunch with my brother, father and meeting his new girlfriend. Yeah. That’s something that I really want to do. I don’t see the point of even getting dressed up. Meaning do my hair and make up.
Not for him. Dam I do it for myself part of being a hairdresser and going out with George for as long as I did.
Nick is doing the same thing today. We spoke about it on Friday having similar views on it. I told him to call me on Sunday night and we can exchange details. We both have a similar relationship with our fathers.
I wonder if he will call me? He’s just a friend – but I don’t think he’ll call. Nah – he won’t.
I mean he’s a nice guy but just as a friend and if a friend can’t call just to talk then – maybe he’s looking into it too much.
Being that It’s Sunday morning I have to go to church.
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