So it is

I need a nap.
Nick from work…makes me smile and today made me double take.
Girly man – he’s great. I have so much respect or him. He talks about his girlriend/ partner and doesn’t try to hit on me! I’m nothing special – I just find I attract men who have wives/ partners etc.
I love the fact he talks about her and it’s nice.
Nick… makes me smile.
He’s a little hard to get to know – we talk and email – he just makes me smile.
I like that.

I’m meant to see Eve tomorrow at work…. Hmmm
I shake my head. There’s no way I would EVER go there again with him. I want respect. I have respect for myself and would rather keep that.
I feel myself getting defensive just thinking about him.
Hmm…. Maybe that’s because I need a nap.
I get so cranky when I need sleep. I was tired today later in the day – I don’t feel like talking or anything – very unusual for someone who usually doesn’t shut up!
I had a headache, sore eyes and I was just tired.
I shouldn’t think of Nick. It’s better just to stay friends. That way we can just continue the way we are.

Early night tonight. I have to go out to cut more hair soon – I better be off. At least doing this has kept me awake.