Day Two

Second day of liver cleansing diet.
I’ve been told I’ll last a week, but considering that I know people who have done it then I figure I can too.

I woke up to late today to go to church. I must have got up six times to go pee with this diet or get up to Damon who was hungry.
So I tried to sleep in the end I couldn’t get back to sleep and got up.
I took Damon for a walk at a park because I wasn’t feeling to bad. We walked for forty minutes, we came home and both of us lay down for a nap.
I was sooo tired. The nap wasn’t long enough. I got up and went shopping for food, cooked my dinner, feed the animals then sat down.
I was stuffed. I still am.
I watched the end of the Marathon for the Commonwealth games. An Aussie mum won it and it was a great run. The crowd in the arena went nuts when they saw it was an Aussie coming first. She had a kewi (NZ) on her heels but she out ran her.
It was such a feeling – Everyone was standing cheering her on.
Every Aussie who ran in got a massive ovation.
I admit it’s great to hold the games and blitz the field.

I once thought about running a marathon. Then I settled with half then I thought I would fix myself on the 14.2km run and work towards that.
I was finally on my way and actually ran/walked 14km with Damon and I felt shattered but I was ok. Damon was ready to keep going!!!
I was working myself towards my goal of running this run in April. My fitness was getting better and my goal was becoming a reality.
Then BAM!
In a matter of days I was so sick. I kept training as long as I could but I had to admit defeat. I couldn’t keep going. Glandular Fever took me and wrung every ounce of energy out of me.
So now I find that I walk with Damon for 20 minutes and fell exausted.
Today felt like a good day and we went for 40 but I could hardly bring myself to keep going for the rest of the day. It was only 3.30.
I’m not disappointed as such. I’m just taking it as it comes. I can’t really make plans a week ahead because I don’t know how I’ll feel.
Some days are better then others.

Gareth got me thinking last night. Back in the days of one of the three high schools I went to.
Things that stand out for me aren’t good, yet I feel that with out them I wouldn’t be who I am today.
The kids weren’t nice to me. Yet I don’t look back and cringe. I don’t hold any grudges against anyone. I was annoyed at myself for talking well of two guys.
I thought I really don’t care about them, I hope they all do something productive with themselves and are happy. Yet to Gareth I was just making conversation and spoke poorly about two guys who were a pain in the ass back then.
I felt so annoyed that I talked poorly about them.
Anyway – I was debating weather to call Gareth.
I mean – I hate “dating.” Just thinking about it makes me think I can’t be bothered.
Then a part of me says – why not? Just do it what have you got to loose?
I’ll sit on it for awhile.
It doesn’t seem like I going to get that job as Jack didn’t call the woman and she will only take over the phone references.
Hmm…
Memories are stired up. I just have to deal with it.