So the outcome..

So good news and so so news.
Good News is that I sorta got the job, bad news is that they wanted to talk to Jack.
This is because he had a valuable reference. He held the only (one of two possible)
References that could get me this job. The Manager wanted to talk to him .
I text a mutual friend we know and he couldn’t help me.
I sent Jack an email asking if he could help me out.
I really didn’t think he would reply. I haven’t had any contact with him for about five months.
That’s why I was surprised when he replied saying that he sent an email to the manager ( I gave him it) about fifteen minutes later.
He said he wrote her an email and sent it.

So I’ll give her a call tomorrow and see where it’s at. I hope she’s happy with a written reference. It’s shift work at a call centre.
Work pretty much every day. Three weeks training. She said please if you don’t like it in the first two or three hours just leave. She must have had a few time wasters come through. I give my self at least a week or two because you just don’t know in the first few days.

I went and saw my pregnant friend today we had a good talk. Hours! I had my hand on her stomach and the baby moved!!! HEAPS!!!! It was so weird!!!! I’ve felt a kick before on a different person but nothing like this! I was soooo excited.

I’ve been really tired today. I walked Damon this morning. Really slowly cos` I woke up tired and it was like that for the rest of the day.

I went on the on line chat last night. Not something I’m personally proud of but I was seeking support for dealing with my brothers illness.
I did get a couple of sites from one lady, tehn I got a “BUZZ” I’m new to this.
It was some on wanting to know where I’m from, girl or guy, age – Of course I didn’t disclose anything but I thought I bet you’re a young male. He was.
I turned him off as I hated “chat”. I didn’t like the whole idea really.

I think if I know the person and I email them personally then it’s fine but other wise – Na. Nada. I hate it.

With the possibility of working again I feel more positive. It’s a tough one. Work and get really tired or not and only be tired. It’s not exactly a winning situation.
I just want to be healthy again. Feel good and full of energy not like your going to need a sleep after a short slow walk for fifteen or twenty minutes.

I blow wave my hair today in my room and the mirror I put up drops and hits me in my arm. I then dry my hair with my hairdryer and the muscles in my arm are sore!
Geez talk about weakling!

I glad to see Jacks alive.