Oh My God - Wake me up!
Last night I had a bad dream. Nightmare.
I was pregnant didn't know who the father was because I was drugged at a party where I didn't know anyone except this guy who took me. When I found out that I was pregnant I was shocked. I went and got a DNA test from the chemist. They took a scan and said
"Congratulations it's twins!"
OMG!!! I thought, looking at this picture one boy and one girl. I turned to my friend who was like my best friend ( the girl I grew up with and lives in reality just down the road. I haven't seen her for ages.) She hugged me. She knew how I felt.
I was so devastated, I can't go overseas! I thought, Two! I can't get rid of two! Maybe I could give them away - no, oh, what am I going to do?!
Then this man who is a doctor said
"Well hang on, there's actually three - you see there's another boy being that one."
Two boys and a girl! Three! My life is over. This is the end. My life is over! I can't go overseas! Ever!
I walked out and then I was at home outside explaining to my mum and my friends mum how I got pregnant, didn't know how or who was the father! I had a suspicion which I remembered the party I didn't remember drinking but there were heaps of empty blueberry Vodka bottles on the floor in my car. So I put two and two together.
I was so upset I couldn't stop crying and thinking my life was over and I'm not able to go overseas!
I woke up and I was thinking how my life is over I'm pregnant and I'm not going to be able to go overseas. Who would want someone with three babies!
Then I thought,hang on I feel my stomach. Ah, oh thank God it was a dream.
I got up and can't explain how much I felt relieved.
Why did I dream this? I put it down to a few things.
1. I want to go overseas
2. Jack was saying the other day how it's best to have a baby between the age of 23 and 28 years old. ( Which I disagree with, way to young)
3. Mon was saying that she regretted not going overseas when she was single instead she got married and put the money towards a house. She said it was the biggest regret in her life.
4. I think a baby would ruin my goals, plans, ambitions my whole life.
I want to be single for when I travel overseas. No way do I want to be attached while traveling around.
I've had these baby dreams before. Heaps of times. Something which all of them have that is the same is that there is no father involved. I never know who the father is
and I look into the future (in my dream) and picture being a single parent.
I always wake up relieved.
Dreams are your sub conscious. Something someone says or does can make you dream weird things.
I was pregnant didn't know who the father was because I was drugged at a party where I didn't know anyone except this guy who took me. When I found out that I was pregnant I was shocked. I went and got a DNA test from the chemist. They took a scan and said
"Congratulations it's twins!"
OMG!!! I thought, looking at this picture one boy and one girl. I turned to my friend who was like my best friend ( the girl I grew up with and lives in reality just down the road. I haven't seen her for ages.) She hugged me. She knew how I felt.
I was so devastated, I can't go overseas! I thought, Two! I can't get rid of two! Maybe I could give them away - no, oh, what am I going to do?!
Then this man who is a doctor said
"Well hang on, there's actually three - you see there's another boy being that one."
Two boys and a girl! Three! My life is over. This is the end. My life is over! I can't go overseas! Ever!
I walked out and then I was at home outside explaining to my mum and my friends mum how I got pregnant, didn't know how or who was the father! I had a suspicion which I remembered the party I didn't remember drinking but there were heaps of empty blueberry Vodka bottles on the floor in my car. So I put two and two together.
I was so upset I couldn't stop crying and thinking my life was over and I'm not able to go overseas!
I woke up and I was thinking how my life is over I'm pregnant and I'm not going to be able to go overseas. Who would want someone with three babies!
Then I thought,hang on I feel my stomach. Ah, oh thank God it was a dream.
I got up and can't explain how much I felt relieved.
Why did I dream this? I put it down to a few things.
1. I want to go overseas
2. Jack was saying the other day how it's best to have a baby between the age of 23 and 28 years old. ( Which I disagree with, way to young)
3. Mon was saying that she regretted not going overseas when she was single instead she got married and put the money towards a house. She said it was the biggest regret in her life.
4. I think a baby would ruin my goals, plans, ambitions my whole life.
I want to be single for when I travel overseas. No way do I want to be attached while traveling around.
I've had these baby dreams before. Heaps of times. Something which all of them have that is the same is that there is no father involved. I never know who the father is
and I look into the future (in my dream) and picture being a single parent.
I always wake up relieved.
Dreams are your sub conscious. Something someone says or does can make you dream weird things.
posted by kaz at 11:45 AM
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Kaz Coming to America ... ?
Hope so, KY then travell around. I would like to go a few other countrys too.
If you get to PA you have a open invitation to my favorite bar - Dee's Cafe. And if you are very lucky maybe there will be another southside bar crawl
Why KY?
My friend is there working in a equine hospitial, I hope to go see her
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