Sean Austin you hot little Lover

So, hear it is. I'm sitting in my purple flannel PJ pants on, they have stars on them and a old but warm light blue jumper. My hair is out and I'm feeling very relaxed. It could have something to do with the fact that my blueberry vodka cruiser is keeping me company. I've hired 5 movies for the week. The one I have got on now is called Rudy, an 80's film asked on a true story.
Did I get it because I saw that Sean Austin was in it? Yes, I did. I like Sean Austin in everything I have seen him in.
Why do I feel like not being sober and alone? Because I feel like it. I just don't feel like doing anything.
Jay came round after work today. He was telling me all about his boyfriend. Blah.
We were debating weather he was going to come round again tonight. It's good I told him that I just felt like chilling by myself, no feelings were hurt - you just have to do it sometimes.
I have a blue tongue.
I saw a house engulfed in flames last night, lucky it was deserted and no one was inside but I and other people near by, stood around and watched the firemen put out the blaze. Then I got back into my car and passed an accident where a car had spun out of control, plowed through a fence then another fence hit a few trees and was crushed.
No one was in it by the time I got there but it looked like a fatal accident.
It was a bad night out on the roads. Wet and windy. I drove the van last night and I felt like it was swerving all about the road!
I'm tired. I slept through my aralm this morning. Lucky I wasn't late for work.
I met this guy last night who spoke to this girl for six months before he met her. A year later they are married. They didn't even see eachother!
I guess they were all ready attracted to eachother.
I'm going to go make damper.