Relationships are weird

It must have been how I was feeling last night, I did go for that run down the side of the house but didn't manage to wake up my brother so until next time, I'm thinking I'll throw lemons at his wall... ;)
I had the most weirdest dream! I was laughing so much in my dream that I woke up because I was laughing! I dreamt that there were these two guys,myself and another girl with long dark hair. She was at the other end of this indoor tennis court.
We,the two guys and I were plotting how to win the game because it was three against one. Then we were all laughing because we decided that the boys would tuck up and turn into human size tennis balls and hit her! So that's what we did. The first guy did it and I couldn't stop laughing with this other guy because we thought it was really funny. The other girl thought it wasn't fair because she wasn't going to win but saw the amusing side to the boys antics.
he,he I don't know what I was thinking for that one. I think the guys were the twins off the T.V reality show Big Brother and the girl at the other end was Ginna who got voted off the show a week ago.

I went shopping and brought new bathers today. I couldn't bring myself to go swim laps in a bikini and take myself seriously.
I want to go swimming, I have really low blood pressure and in winter I feel like if I don't get moving and increase my heart rate I feel like I'm going to pass out when I get up in the mornings and from sitting for to long,I can't function.
I've been to the doctors and they say the same thing "It's better to be low then high."

My friend Jay has finally got himself a boyfriend. It's only been a week and both of them are talking about the future!!!! Sending text messages " I miss you xx"
What!? HUH!?!?! Nah, that's weird. That's after a week! ONE WEEK!!!!
I wouldn't even tell anyone till at least after a month or two!!!
Not that I'd be ashamed but I wouldn't want anyone to know, in case it didn't work out!
Stupid relationships. Who needs them!
Frank asked me on Wednesday when I saw him if I had anyone on my raider.
I said "No, not really."
Usually there is but for awhile now my raider has been empty. Maybe there's a fault in the system!
There maybe two or three on the out skirts of my raider but they don't get picked up because they haven't stepped onto my raider beam and shown any interest. So they remain a murmur on the outskirts.
What am I talking about! I don't want anyone!
As I say that I wouldn't turn down those murmurs if they asked me out.
Contradicting myself I know but ya get that.