The world of firsts...
Well today has been interesting.
I went to go to get a job and surprise, surprise there isn't one.
A bit bummed but keep looking.
I played my guitar to one of my brothers friends last night.
I didn't want to I pre warned him that I was crap, He said he didn't care he just wanted to hear me.
Well just as I thought I stuffed up. Tried to hard? I don't know, but It was really bad.
I just don't like playing in front of people who want to hear someone play the guitar. As it turned out, he showed me a song he knew so needless to say what I was doing at 6am today and last night!
I get this tune in my head and I have to see if I can play it or change it so I can put something else onto it. Regardless of the hour.
I had to smile last night. I was thinking about Cameron. We spoke on the phone yesterday and he said "remember when I fractured my back?" I tried to remember, It came to me, That must have been about 6 or 7 years ago! Gee, how time flys.
I remember when I first met him. I liked his friend and his friend was my first kiss.
hehe - I remember that first kiss it was so nice, so sweet. Then I remember the second kiss which had me heading off to the bathroom with my friend Alicia and profusely washing out my mouth!!!
It's funny, I look back on those days, how innocent they were.
I remember the first time I told my now Ex boyfriend that I loved him,
Were lying in bed after having a romantic night out and spine tingling sex, I was so afraid that he may not feel the same way.
I looked at him after about five minutes of procrastinating
" I love you"
" I love you too sweetheart"
He put his arm around me,kissed me and we fell asleep.
This sounds all so soapy and romantic and maybe it should be a section out of days of our lives but that's how it happened.
Why - may I ask am I writing this? Because I'm at home nothing else to do and wasting time reminiscing about the past.
AND I'm still sick, so nice thoughts are welcome.
AND I guess it's also because I haven't had a boyfriend for about 2 and a half years now and being single takes it's toll at times! ;)
I went to go to get a job and surprise, surprise there isn't one.
A bit bummed but keep looking.
I played my guitar to one of my brothers friends last night.
I didn't want to I pre warned him that I was crap, He said he didn't care he just wanted to hear me.
Well just as I thought I stuffed up. Tried to hard? I don't know, but It was really bad.
I just don't like playing in front of people who want to hear someone play the guitar. As it turned out, he showed me a song he knew so needless to say what I was doing at 6am today and last night!
I get this tune in my head and I have to see if I can play it or change it so I can put something else onto it. Regardless of the hour.
I had to smile last night. I was thinking about Cameron. We spoke on the phone yesterday and he said "remember when I fractured my back?" I tried to remember, It came to me, That must have been about 6 or 7 years ago! Gee, how time flys.
I remember when I first met him. I liked his friend and his friend was my first kiss.
hehe - I remember that first kiss it was so nice, so sweet. Then I remember the second kiss which had me heading off to the bathroom with my friend Alicia and profusely washing out my mouth!!!
It's funny, I look back on those days, how innocent they were.
I remember the first time I told my now Ex boyfriend that I loved him,
Were lying in bed after having a romantic night out and spine tingling sex, I was so afraid that he may not feel the same way.
I looked at him after about five minutes of procrastinating
" I love you"
" I love you too sweetheart"
He put his arm around me,kissed me and we fell asleep.
This sounds all so soapy and romantic and maybe it should be a section out of days of our lives but that's how it happened.
Why - may I ask am I writing this? Because I'm at home nothing else to do and wasting time reminiscing about the past.
AND I'm still sick, so nice thoughts are welcome.
AND I guess it's also because I haven't had a boyfriend for about 2 and a half years now and being single takes it's toll at times! ;)
posted by kaz at 9:15 AM
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