Crap,crap and more crap

It's been sooo hot today and I haven't felt like doing anything. Which is good because it's going with my mood.
The whole "can't be stuffed thing" goes real well in this whether.
I think a persons living environment contributes about 98% to how they are as a person. Well maybe in my case.
I hate being in a situation where I only have one or two options. Live where I am and put up with everything or work full time pay rent and get the hell outta hear.
I don't want to do either one. Working full time when I don't know what I want to do is hard, you can't really do that as a hairdresser. The third option is to stay and bare it for another four months. At least. Blah. Shit option.
But I do look at it and think it's a really small issue compared with the world and I am very grateful for what I have. Then I think, just put up with this, at least you have a bedroom. Even if you do live with a controlling psychopathic child, who's 26 but acts like a 5 year old.
I'm going out tonight hopefully it looks up.
Why this? Why now? Why...??? .Humple.