Friday, February 11, 2005

Dreams and T.V

I think we all watch t.v before we have gone to bed at some point in our lives and had a dream based around what we watched.
Well last night was no different. I watched a show on cable about "The miracle of birth"
Sorry no miracle there! It got lost in the pain, blood and guts!
Anyway, I had a dream that I was the pregnant one and was waiting for labor to start. It didn't. The whole dream I couldn't stop thinking "Oh my God I can't believe in pregnant!" then feeling like I was so anxious because I didn't want it and the father wasn't there, I think I was waiting for him to come, I never know who the father is in these dreams. It's like there isn't one.
The labor didn't start so I was sent home to wait for the father and the labor and I couldn't stop thinking "oh no what have I done". My life is gone!
I woke up with this "oh no what have I done" feeling then it's like hang on - I'm not pregnant, am I? I roll over and properly wake up - Oh, Relief, it's just a dream.
Thank God.
Stupid really.
I'm feeling a tad guilty for being abrupt to "Steelo" and putting him in my blog but no feelings were ment to be hurt.
The` reassured me about the whole situation, as best friends do, but you can never reassure yourself completely sometimes.
I'm not making any link what so ever to these top two paragraphs. Nothing. Nadda. Zip.

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