Sigh

Can I cry?
My computer is running on it's battirie which is dying because it's broken - yes - broken.
I feel like I need a hug.
The work BBQ was good. I got there very late and staied till late with just half a doesen people.
I'm tired.
I hate men. Most. Not all.
I want to spend a few passionate meaningful hours with Eve...or...... I don't know.
Yeah - real meaningful, I guess ya know what I mean.
I'm sad.
I'm annoyed.
I'm tired.

Talk turned political today. I just wasn't in the mood and when people bring up Bali and say how people knew about it - it's makes me upset. I didn't show it.

I feel like a frump.

Brother went up to my mums today but not before he decided to sware and arry on to me about something he did and wished he didn't do and he knew I was right.
I mean-Fuck.
Sorry.
He calls me all the names and swares and carries on - Now I'm Crying. Great.
I just truly hate him.
Hate is a nice word for how much I hate him.

I just want a hug. Someone to say hey I understand. Your not what he says.
You are only retaliating to him.

I'm going to go now and cry myself to sleep and hopefully feel better tomorrow.