Thursday, March 30, 2006

A dark morning/day. I hate this.

I want to cry.
I wish I could change my situation, being living arrangments. I'm going crazy with my brother.
I want to cry but can't be bothered.
I'm sad today. I just want a break from my brother. I mean, just get away from him for a week or a year. Just get away as far as I can from him.
Eve. I want to know what's going on with him.
I feel so sad, I feel like I'm crying of the inside, that lump in throat, clenched jaw. I was tired today. I couldn't sleep. I lay down for awhile.
I woke up with a sore neck yesterday. It's still sore now.
This is a negitave, sad post.
My brother has gone to work. Thank God.
My mum has enough of him after a few days. Well I HAVE TO LIVE WITH HIM!!!!!
Ok, so now I'm crying. Great.

1 Comments:

Blogger Scott said...

I would offer you a tissue and a hug if I could so consider this "... living with family members is never easy but time passess and as you two go you own ways there will come a time that when you look back on this time you will ask yourself what would I do without them. it's hard now, very differcult LOL ... I hope this helped you a little?

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