Procrastinating.....more and more

I haven’t text him yet…but the kitchen, my room, the family room are all clean and I’ve done a load of washing and now I’m procrastinating.
I stoped myself as I was cleaning and thought this is so typicall of me. I get anxious, stressed or worried and I clean.
I’ve got to do something.
My mind was racing at 100kmph and I couldn’t settle – I still can’t. I’m worried if he gets the message, then thinks she’s not worth it.
Mk told me I looked good today so that helped.
I have got confidence in myself but I’m scared of feeling the way I did when we were “together”.
Oh Blah.
Just do it what have you got to loose? Nothing. Deal with the rejection if it happens and move on.
Ok, I’ll text him now….